Fire Cracker

We can leave it as it is.

Learning.

I’m starting to learn.

Despite my own feelings, I am not always right.

I am not all knowing.

I am continually getting older.

I am in a constant state of learning.

Though I am getting older, and learning, I still have something to understand.

I am still a boy. I am still young. And, I have yet to know who it is that I am.

I still have a lot of growing left to do.

You, again

Again and again I find myself thinking about you. I try not to. I see you in my dreams. Why can’t I stop it? Why can’t I stop thinking about you? What does it all mean? Should I stop? Should I try to figure it out? I want to understand. I have to wonder though.

Do you think about me?

New Perspective

I need to see things differently. I can’t be so negative. I can’t get sad so easily. I don’t want to feel like crap all the time. I have to get better. I have to figure myself out.

I need to see beyond the looking glass.

Days.

One day.

One day I hope.

I hope to forget.

Forget these days.

These pains.

These thoughts.

I hope to learn.

I hope to live.

These days will come.

These days will change.

Days will change.

These days.

One day…

The rain will fall again.